Sunday, October 25, 2009

sometimes we love someone so much that we have to be numb to it...because if we could really feel that amount of love it would kill us

ok so i'm in a really emotional sort of mood today...i don't really care about much right now except the people i love; and the people i USED to love that now i feel i'm better off without. i don't know why it is that so many people have hurt me in the last year...what did i do? or, what did i not do?? it's so confusing.
yesterday i saw tegan-my ex best friend who tried to justify saying hurtful things that i asked her to keep to herself by saying "i did say i was going to tell you the truth." but that's really a load of absolute piffle...you can't justify hurting someone when you know that you're doing it...if you have a heart and a conscience anyway. obviously she doesn't, but that's not my concern any more. good luck to her. i don't really care either way.
as for the people i do still love....more than my life...i'm really missing my brother at the moment. it's weird to live in the same house as someone but feel like you're on another planet. i miss how we used to have fun together. time to reconnect.
i love you bro

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